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Oct 27, 2007 0:36:27 GMT -5
Post by Buffy8Fan on Oct 27, 2007 0:36:27 GMT -5
Emcee has posted a thread on her Live Journal saying she is once again "Depressed" and "Not in the mood to do certain things." Is it just me or has anyone else lost count of the times this has happened? I am not saying this to be mean and I am posting this hear because my computer won't let me create a profile on Emcee's Live Journal. If Emcee is reading this at any point, I am worried and I think you should get some help instead of calling out for attention, which is what it looks like you keep doing.
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Nov 1, 2007 23:02:08 GMT -5
Post by Emcee on Nov 1, 2007 23:02:08 GMT -5
I have help. The thing is, I have rapid-cycling type II Bipolar disorder. I'm taking drugs and I'm seeing doctors... But no matter how much I do, I still suffer from extreme depressive periods. Basically, it's the way I'm wired. When I say I'm depressed in my livejournal, it's not some cry for attention, I'm just saying what's going on with me, because a lot of people on my livejournal actually CARE about what's going on in my life.
For your information, Buffy Fan, I'm working on the Nyazian Prophecies right now. I'm working my ass off on it for NaNoWriMo. When I'm done, I should hopefully have about five episodes ready to post.
I do the BEST I can, I really do. And honestly... It DOES NOT help my mood when it feels people are dumping on me because I'm not feeling my best.
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Nov 2, 2007 20:19:21 GMT -5
Post by Buffy8Fan on Nov 2, 2007 20:19:21 GMT -5
Thank you for letting me no this. I am sorry if anything I typed may have sounded harsh. If it came out that way I never intended for it to be. I was just concerned. If I made you reveal something too personal, I am also sorry about that. But I am also grateful that you were willing to share with me what was wrong.
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Nov 3, 2007 14:46:30 GMT -5
Post by Emcee on Nov 3, 2007 14:46:30 GMT -5
I'm sorry if I also sounded harsh. I'm usually not sensitive in revealing my condition, it's just something I live with, but I can get upset about it when it feels like someone is badmouthing me because of it.
Thank you for your concern. But like I said, it is something I try to deal with. When I say in my LJ that I'm depressed and not in the mood to do things, that is honestly me dealing with it. When I get into a depression, the best thing for me is to ride is out. I usually just make myself feel worse if I try to act "normal" and get things done.
You'll be happy to know I'm feeling great right now. I'm working hard on my Nyazian NaNoWriMo. I'm just about to put an update on the story progress in the NaNo thread.
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Nov 6, 2007 0:47:22 GMT -5
Post by vamp19762000 on Nov 6, 2007 0:47:22 GMT -5
I totally understand how that feels. I'm bipolar/Borderline Personality disorder. I tend to rapid cycle too. I write too but I can only write while I'm either depressed or way high. I'm sorry if you've felt any pressure from me about updates. I just love TNP so much. Fan fic helps me a lot and this one is one of my very favorites.Like I said though I'm sorry if I ever stressed you out. I know how shitty it is to be bipolar.
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